a list of meaningful music

Hi Guys
Here is a list of some songs that mean something to me. um ok

1. Cry Baby by Melanie Martinez
 
ok so I have a little story that goes along with this. i'm just gonna give you a brief overview ok.
so basically in primary school in grade 5 my anxiety kinda started to get worse like id always had it but I was starting to need to see a psychologist of course my brain blowing this out of proportion freaked out and told me if I did they'd send me to anger management. i'm really not sure why I though that like I'm generally a pretty non angry person but you know. so I refused, um so a few weeks passed and I was in P.E and we where doing cross country which is already stressful for me cause I acedently  cheated one year but yeah that is a whole other story so comment down below if you wanna hear that one. but yeah i'm already stressed and where leaving to go practice and my shoe laces are undone and I have this thing where A. i dont like people talking sternly to me and B. this was this phase of I never did my shoe laces up cause like they just come undone right whats the point idk. but my vice principle who is in the class with us as well as our sports teacher tells me to tie my shoe laces up so i just tuck them into my shoe cause u know there just gonna come undone and stuff and she yells at me do the properly and so now my little cry baby soles like no and i'm getting kinda angry stressed and i'm crying and I do it and I walk away. after woods as i'm walking she comes and she like your being a prep and attention seeking basically just calling me a cry baby  and now i'm getting mad so I walk away and stuff so anyways where running cross country and by this time and crying and fuming and I don't want to go inside because I don't want my class to see me like this so I go and hide at the back of the back oval. and like my teacher freaks out they find me and stuff and i'm like really upset and like I talk to them for a little bit and I've gotta go into the vice principles office and talk to her for some reason. i get there sit down and she sits there and calls me a prep and a crybaby and all that again I mean what! that dose not help lady but you know and so yeah that basically why crybaby means so much to me.

I lied that was not a short story at all I really under estimated the length of it so i'm gonna leave this post at that so
Bye

Izzy Paints

Hi Guys
this is just a really quick post saying go subscribe to my sisters you tube channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwJ5SfnE4zwVRStRoj7JZ9w

she dose body painting and effects stuff I don't know if you remember the mermaid paint she did on my leg at the start of the year

 but umm she just recently did a robot body paint on me and its pretty epic so go check that out follow her shes amazing and yeah
Bye

statements

today I would like to post a list of statements
I dance
I do tap ballet jazz and contemporary
my ballet exam is on saturday
I like Melanie Martinez
like is the under statement of the year
I have short hair
it is inspired by Halsey
Halsey is releasing here music video tomorrow
i'm so excited excited is an understatement
I have Anxiety and Depression
They make my life harder they dont make me
I wish some aspects of mental health where more exsepted
I want to help everyone
for no reason
and im not sure if thats a problem
sometime I get stressed
when I get stressed my back gets all tingly
I like the feeling of people touching my hair
and my back
I think labels are just lables
even if the still make me uncomfortable
im belive in equalitie for all
I think boys should be aloud to cry
I play gutair
Im teaching myself
I'm not very good
I write this blog
not many people read it
people care about me
I have friends
I am human
I might be on the spectrume
who care I have a tone of cool friends who are
I see a Psychologist
I crave comments
I want to make more edits for youtube
I am pickey about food
I am way to obsessed with Jessie Paege, Halsey and Melanie Marteniz
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I am me

5 Ways to make homework fun

Hi guys
Just befor I start I just want to say I do not like school however I have found that if you tolerate it it is much easier to deal with. anyway let's get onto the post.

ok so this post I think at least a couple of people will find helpful so please read it and if it helps you or if you have any other ways you make homework funner then please leave a comment down below it would mean the world as I worked really hard on this so yeah let's get on with it...

1.  the first thing I like to do is to listen to music while I work this works not only for home work but for school work as well ( if your teacher lets you ) I have  made 2 youtube playlists-one for maths and one for literacy so you can click on the links down below if you want. the maths one includes Muse and Halsey music ( it includes explicit language just a fair warning) and the literacy one includes movie soundtrack music. I'm going to beg for comments a lot in this post but if you want me to make another playlist for another subject or if you have any music suggestions please comment as i am in love with Melanie Martinez Halsey Marina and the diamonds and muse at the moment  ( comment if you're hyped for Mel and Halsey's new albums because I sure am)            Maths playlist   Literacy playlist 
2. Pretty up your page(paige hahaha obsessions we've got our obsessions I should probably stop now) Ok so this is another one that can work at school and at home so basically there's 2 variations of this 1 is you draw in the margins of your book like this:  
   
                                         and 2 if you are doing a mind map or something similar you can add little pictures and stuff or make a sence like this      
   
                                                                                                                   all in all i think the most useful one is drawing in the margins as at least right now I do most of my paperwork in books. This is just a suggestion but what i do is if I have a song stuck in my head i doodle this to do with the lyrics however I am obsessed with music so really you could do whatever you obsessed with.  



sarren

3. Work with your pets- ok so you may not know but I have a pet rat right now and have had for many years although my current ratty is Sarren she is named after princess Sarren from the book of a thousand days because in the book Sarren means moonlight and as you can see she is very pale   anyway this technique is very straight forward basically just have you pet on you lap or playing with you as you work. Trust me it makes it 10 times funner.
4.  work with friends- this one is again very straight forward basically their work though email or have them over and I fnd it can make it a lot easier as 2 heads are better then one.
5. reward yourself - yes this is probably the simplest one in the whole bunch but also maybe one of the most useful basically after doing say and hour of homework you would reward you self with something e.g T.V or youtube time, lollys, at the end of the week order yourself some merch, or my strategy at the moment have a lush bath.

ok thanks you so much for reading this I hope you've enjoyed if you have please leave a comments thanks again 

Zoe