More Writing

Hi Guys
and welcome back to me actually writing for once
 

ok so today's writing is based on Halsey's album Hopeless Fountain Kingdom (yes I know I'm trash) but it's only loosely. I am gonna make it different once I keep writing. just letting everyone know THIS IS NOT FINISHED so yeah enjoy ill probably write more later. this also this doesn't have a name so any suggestions would be really great. and the last thing is I used this really great website for the name of one of the characters I'm gonna link that here http://www.fantasynamegenerators.com/futuristic-names.php so let's get on with it shall we

“Alex, Alex wake up you have to go”I'm shaken awake by Maelana. I wipe my eyes groggy from sleep and push myself out of the makeshift bed I was sleeping in. still half asleep  “ what is it Mae” my voice crackles with lack of rest. I was up all night worrying again. She pulls me to my feet panic raking her voice “ you have to go there here” I jolt awake suddenly hearing the chaos around me. they've found me. I pull my boots on and grab the few belongings I still have from beside the bed. Maelana throws a hooded cloak at me. We don't talk there's no time. I step out into the chaos keeping my head down. The warehouse is filled with guards. They drag people into containment units separating children from their parents there collecting. A gunshot rings through the cries and a man stumbles back falling at my feet. I kneel down trying to help him but it's already too late “I'm sorry “ my voice is barely a whisper. this is my fault I brought them here. I step back my hands shaking. a child screams for her dada. This isn't right I'm not worth this. It's not fair that the people who had accepted me who had clothed me and feed me who had protected me like there own family should die not for this. I breathe in my whole body shaking “stop” the guard's freeze in progress their fingers twitching waiting for someone to make a wrong move. I stare at the people who for the past month had been family to me. They shake their heads every person trying to stop me. it isn't worth it I'm not worth it. A buff man walks up to me. he's about a head taller than me and clad in pure white. His hair greying at the edges his face is twisted and scared as he smirks at me. “Well hello, their little miss righteous. What do you want?”
“These people are innocent leave them alone “
“ the bold words coming from such a little girl now let's see whats under that cloak huh” he goes to pull off my hood. a thawk rings through the crowd as I slap his hand away glaring at him.
“ now that not very nice is it” his word come through gritted teeth “now how about we take that hood of sweety“  I pull the cloak off in one swift movement throwing it to the ground. His face changes to a devilish grin “ ahh Alex what a nice surprise I thought we'd find you here

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Gecko Update

Hi Guys

I've got an update on my gecko. I have decided I am getting a marbled gecko. Which is similar to a barking gecko but are not as handleable however on the plus side they don't need a licence as they are not endangered. I have actually made a terrarium for it and am waiting for my grandfather to wood turn some hides for me. The only dilemma I have is naming it. because it is hard to tell what gender the gecko is especially when it's little I really want to name it a gender fluid name. I'm maybe thinking about Nova but I'm not sure if that's too girly so if you have some name suggestions for it I would love to hear from you.
Ok so I'm gonna leave you with a picture of a marbled gecko
Umm
Bye

geckos

Hi Guys

OK so I'm thinking / trying to deiced about getting a pet gecko. I want to get a barking or flat tailed gecko as these are apparently the most easy to handle and i cant get a leopard gecko because I'm in Australia. I have had pet rats for ages and will still have them as well as my gecko but if you could comment A. weather or not you think i should get a gecko B. any tips or good websites for info i have done some research but don't want to miss anything and C. if i get a gecko what should I name it I was thinking maybe nova for i girl but I'm not sure.

thanks
Zoe

bath bomb demo video is up

Hi Guys

here is my video demo of all my bath bombs I made.

https://youtu.be/wwGxStrExk8

idk
Bye

blue knees fan video

hey guys
OK so this is the first time i'm ever going to post me face on the internet and honestly im nervous but
OK

this is an old fan video I made back when I had long hair I make a bit of these so if you wanna see more leave a comment letting me know and yeah posting tomorrow so keep your eyes peeled and
https://youtu.be/yQfvSTNnnmg

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Izzy Paints

Hi Guys
this is just a really quick post saying go subscribe to my sisters you tube channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwJ5SfnE4zwVRStRoj7JZ9w

she dose body painting and effects stuff I don't know if you remember the mermaid paint she did on my leg at the start of the year

 but umm she just recently did a robot body paint on me and its pretty epic so go check that out follow her shes amazing and yeah
Bye

statements

today I would like to post a list of statements
I dance
I do tap ballet jazz and contemporary
my ballet exam is on saturday
I like Melanie Martinez
like is the under statement of the year
I have short hair
it is inspired by Halsey
Halsey is releasing here music video tomorrow
i'm so excited excited is an understatement
I have Anxiety and Depression
They make my life harder they dont make me
I wish some aspects of mental health where more exsepted
I want to help everyone
for no reason
and im not sure if thats a problem
sometime I get stressed
when I get stressed my back gets all tingly
I like the feeling of people touching my hair
and my back
I think labels are just lables
even if the still make me uncomfortable
im belive in equalitie for all
I think boys should be aloud to cry
I play gutair
Im teaching myself
I'm not very good
I write this blog
not many people read it
people care about me
I have friends
I am human
I might be on the spectrume
who care I have a tone of cool friends who are
I see a Psychologist
I crave comments
I want to make more edits for youtube
I am pickey about food
I am way to obsessed with Jessie Paege, Halsey and Melanie Marteniz
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I am me

Rant

Hi Guys
and welcome to an episode of me pretending to be a vlogger with word yayayayay

so i'm aware i haven't posted in awhile so i'm really sorry for that i've been really busy with stuff.
but yeah i'm just gonna talk about random stuff while I can so yeah.

TV Shows
so recently i've been watching two shows one is adventur time which i've loved for along time and the other is rick and morty which I literally just started. so adventure time (dies because bubbline)
. and yeah. There's actually a movie rent store still in our town What so vintage I know. (what am I doing) so yeah that one rant I guess. Really want to try and post once a week from now on idk

Youtube
OK so first I want to talk a bout Jessie Pages new book

 which i'm soooooo excited for its not funny. noI am not sponsored ( I wish) Im really thankful for all her videos and stuff about mental health its helped me alot as I have both anxiety and depression and take meds for them. Idk im so excited. also carrie hope fletcher I've just started reading her book and omg it is the best thing omg its kinda like a mental health book but not idk I love it so yay. :b


Rant
OK so afue things in here one
at school we are doing RUOK day as part of bullying stuff and it make me really uncomfortable I really don't like RUOK day for me being part of the mental health peeps it makes me really uncomfortable and I just don't really like it. I wont get to into it cause that could take ages but  in short I feel like it promote strangers coming up to strangers and asking them are you ok which scares me. I think RUOK is a really daunting question and to ask to casually really scares me idk just something I think about
OK two
I'm really stressed so Blb (new word)

Bye idk

Colours and Emotions

Hi Guys
i just made this survey for a school thing it would mean the world to me if you filled it out!!!
any way here is the link 

bye ;b

5 Ways to make homework fun

Hi guys
Just befor I start I just want to say I do not like school however I have found that if you tolerate it it is much easier to deal with. anyway let's get onto the post.

ok so this post I think at least a couple of people will find helpful so please read it and if it helps you or if you have any other ways you make homework funner then please leave a comment down below it would mean the world as I worked really hard on this so yeah let's get on with it...

1.  the first thing I like to do is to listen to music while I work this works not only for home work but for school work as well ( if your teacher lets you ) I have  made 2 youtube playlists-one for maths and one for literacy so you can click on the links down below if you want. the maths one includes Muse and Halsey music ( it includes explicit language just a fair warning) and the literacy one includes movie soundtrack music. I'm going to beg for comments a lot in this post but if you want me to make another playlist for another subject or if you have any music suggestions please comment as i am in love with Melanie Martinez Halsey Marina and the diamonds and muse at the moment  ( comment if you're hyped for Mel and Halsey's new albums because I sure am)            Maths playlist   Literacy playlist 
2. Pretty up your page(paige hahaha obsessions we've got our obsessions I should probably stop now) Ok so this is another one that can work at school and at home so basically there's 2 variations of this 1 is you draw in the margins of your book like this:  
   
                                         and 2 if you are doing a mind map or something similar you can add little pictures and stuff or make a sence like this      
   
                                                                                                                   all in all i think the most useful one is drawing in the margins as at least right now I do most of my paperwork in books. This is just a suggestion but what i do is if I have a song stuck in my head i doodle this to do with the lyrics however I am obsessed with music so really you could do whatever you obsessed with.  



sarren

3. Work with your pets- ok so you may not know but I have a pet rat right now and have had for many years although my current ratty is Sarren she is named after princess Sarren from the book of a thousand days because in the book Sarren means moonlight and as you can see she is very pale   anyway this technique is very straight forward basically just have you pet on you lap or playing with you as you work. Trust me it makes it 10 times funner.
4.  work with friends- this one is again very straight forward basically their work though email or have them over and I fnd it can make it a lot easier as 2 heads are better then one.
5. reward yourself - yes this is probably the simplest one in the whole bunch but also maybe one of the most useful basically after doing say and hour of homework you would reward you self with something e.g T.V or youtube time, lollys, at the end of the week order yourself some merch, or my strategy at the moment have a lush bath.

ok thanks you so much for reading this I hope you've enjoyed if you have please leave a comments thanks again 

Zoe

Journal prompt

hi guys
just a quick post
here a afue journal prompts i've made up

Journal prompts!!

1. Write a story
2. Write a song
3. Write a script
4. A list of things that make you smile
5. Turn it into a wreck this  journal
6. Draw
7. Write a letter
8. A list funny  things ( memes jokes etc)
9. A to Z about you!!!!!
10. Inspirational quotes
11. List of favorite movies
12. Funny things you did as a child
13. Things you hope to do one day
14. Dream job
15. One magical being or aspect you wish was real
16. Fave candy
17. Fave food
18. Things  you wish where possible
19. Invent a magical creature or land
20. Write a spell or potion

if you want more post like this comment down below also comment challenge comment your favorite something it can be anything you just have to like it

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Hair

Hi Guys
Ok so on thursday i'm getting my hair cut short like Halsey short I am really excited however I realized something very cool today.  I'm getting it done on the same day as Halsey's new album hopeless fountain is released ! I am very excited for both and can't wait to buy her  album as I already love the 3 she's already released and of course Badlands !
anyway I'll keep you updated and hopefully post a pic of my new hair.

Bye

just a quick post

Hi Guys

I know I haven't posted for a week or so and haven't posted any story writing for over a month so here's both, it just a few sentences long since it was kind for an English assignment I was supposed to be planning but yeah. My prompt was 

“He’s right behind me isn’t he?”

“Actually he’s right in front of you “

Which is actually one of those kill the cliché prompts which I love so yeah. Um I’m going to leave the link to my Pinterest and my writing prompts board down below and without further ado here is my story.

“He’s right behind me isn’t he?”

“Actually he’s right in front of you “

My eyes scan the hall way looking for a dark shadow something when suddenly i realize what he meant. I stare at him suddenly seeing the abnormalities i had ignored before the dark rings under his eyes massive pupils…..

Anyways Bye

P.S if you have any name suggestions they would be much appreciated

https://au.pinterest.com/dodobuckler/

https://au.pinterest.com/dodobuckler/writeing-prompts/

I'm Getting a Update!

Hi Guys 

Just a quick post for now, but first of all and most exciting of all I’m getting an update! Ok so I’m actually adding a banner and tabs as well as a side bar! I have been wanting to do this for a while and am really excited to go through with it so hopefully it will be done in a few weeks. Ok secondly I am think about uploading a new video to my YouTube channel (something Mel) so let me know in the comments if you're excited.

Bye for now

Zoe

Jessie Paege fan video

Hi again
just a really quick post
here is the link for my youtube video
https://youtu.be/JI25uagPsy0
please enjoy and
Bye

My Gutair

Hi guys

First of all another post yay. also today there will be two post one because I am trying to upload a music videoy thing as I write this  and this one about my guitar. So anyway I actually got my guitar for Christmas it's very basic I think it was like $98 a JB hi fi. But I love it so you know. I can currently only play one song which is pity party and am learning both doll house and pacify her yes I know there both Mel songs but I’m obsessed so. Anyway I just wanted to keep posting and I feel like just writing random stuff is probably OK if you want more stories I will get onto that just leave it in the comments and I see you again soon 

Bye 

for our mermaid mum!

Hi guys 

Ok so this isn't going to be much of a post since I haven't really gotten back into writing yet however I think there is something cool coming so stay tuned in the next month or so because I have a really good story idea happening so yeah. Any way so today I wanted to show you guys a few photos of a body paint that my sister Izzy (by the way she's my twin) did on me. it was inspired by the amazing Jessie Paige who is actually one of my idols (Melanie is the other one😏) anyway I’m going to include here YouTube link somewhere here she's really amazing so please check her out also if you somehow know here please show her this because I wanted to email it to her but when I went to do that it turned out it was her manager's email address and I didn't want to bother them with my fan mail. Any ways the photos will be down below. If you like this sort of post please comment and tell me. Have a great week and Bye.

The Key

Hi again
okay so I'm going to try and keep this quick . this story is maybe a few weeks old however it stops quite  abruptly just warning you.as I was saying I am trying to keep things quick but leave a comment again I would love to hear from you and keep scowling if you want to read The Key....

I found it while cleaning out her basement. It was so small yet it seemed to gleam. Shined to perfection unlike any of the other things locked down here, As if she had used it recently. Before it happened. Before she was moved into intensive care. After everything I didn’t really expect her to get better. At least not like everyone else did. Not that I really knew what had happened.  I barely knew her. I mean how was I supposed to ask “Hi you don’t really know me but I take the same maths class as you and was just wondering what the hell happened”  seriously what kind of moron does that. The only time I ever actually talked to her was when we had been forced to work on a group project together. I’m pretty sure after that she thought I was the biggest idiot in the world. I shake the thought from my head. Examining the key one more time before pocketing it for safe keeping's. Considering it looked used she might want it back. The image of her face sends sparks through my chest. I know it’s irrational, the whole love at first sight thing yet I remember seeing her on that first day of school thinking she was different. She was special.   

I'm Back

Hi  

So I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while. I have been really busy and stuff I haven't had time to write or post anything so yeah. I started this at the start of the year maybe It’s pretty good. I based the characters on people from other books if you can guess them then leave it down in the comments below. I will admit that some of them are obvious but comment them any way and if anyone want to have a rant about something in the comments don't be shy. I would love to get to know some of my viewer’s interest. I'm going to go on for hour here but this story doesn't have a name so leave name segregation in the comments as well also this is just the first chapter so if you want to hear more there will be more (hopefully if I can ever get around to editing it  it ). While this chapter isn't quite so graphic the next one is quite intense so just consider that before reading.  I think that's all so keep scrolling on to read it... 

They wheel mum out into the hall. She is covered in a white sheet. I know right then something is wrong. Something is definitely wrong. One of the doctors walks up to my dad and began to talk to him I can’t hear them but I can tell from my father's expression exactly what they were saying:  my mother is dead. She had been involved in a car crash with a drunk truck driver a week ago. She had had only a 40% chance of surviving. Apparently it hadn't been enough and now she was dead. Suddenly I feel my younger brother pulling my hand

“Hazel it ok right Mommy's just sleeping right” he looked up into my eyes. “It’s ok Hazel Mom's ok she gonna wake up soon you’ll see”

“No Finnick she not going to wake up” I whispered

“Silly hazel she gonna wake up any second you'll see” he stood there facing our mother just waiting waiting. His eyes wide and innocent. I looked over at my father his hands clenched into fists. His face white. I can tell he is trying not to cry. They wheel my mother away to do whatever you do to people after they die. Finnick tugged on my father's hand

“Daaaaaad I'm hungry can we please get lunch”.

“Finnick” my voice snaps yet somehow I manage to smooth it out’ “how about I go get you a snack for now it's not quite lunch yet” I take Finnick down to the food court to get some food and leaving my father in the hall.